A SPECIAL SEASON

A SPECIAL SEASON

‘Give With Your Heart’, reminds me, I am a vessel, a servant.   I am also aware that one who has nothing, has nothing to give.

‘Create in me a clean heart, O God ……..’ Psalm 51: 10. Do I possess a heart of diligence for the hungry, desperately poor and terminally ill and am I touched, challenged?   Is my heart one of duty, submission, willing to say ‘Yes’? Do I desire to grow deeper in my love, my passion for the lost and dying?

In my own private devotion this morning, I read the parable of ‘The Good Samaritan’ who when he ‘SAW’ him, went back, bandaged his wounds… A few days ago I received the following quote from my friend Barbara. The first question the priest and Levite asked was ‘If I stop to help the man what will happen to me?’ The Good Samaritan reversed the question. ‘If I do not stop to help this man, what will happen to him?’ (Martin Luther King). A discerning heart!

As I unlocked the door of room 205 very late on Monday evening, in the darkness, there on our hall table, beautiful pink roses had been placed; attached was a little note: ‘Welcome Home, we have missed you, you are loved …..’ My heart was so moved by this expression of love. As I write, there are nine bunches of Roses, Tulips, Lilies, Orchids, Snowdrops, all lovingly brought by my girls from their heart to mine.   Why am I sharing this with you? I am so blessed, so privileged to have these Jewels grace my life. They fill my heart and give me so much joy. BUT GOD, God knew I would need to feel their heart beat, the week ahead would be emotional as I would come face to face with the reality that not everyone knows the joy of being loved or wanted! Others are weighed down by the heat of the day. Read more

Andreea

In October last year the Lord called Pastor Andrei Pop home. He was aged 28, a former Theology Student of Dr Moore, and was tragically killed in a motorcar accident. In January Manuela gave birth to their little girl.

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This week his widow Manuela dedicated Andreea to the Lord. It was such a sad occasion and Manuela cried throughout. Please pray for her and her little one. I plan to meet up with her in Cluj during this visit to Romania.
Psalm 10:14
But you, O God, do see trouble and grief; you consider it to take it in hand. The victim commits himself to you; you are the helper of the fatherless. NIV

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Bless the Lord, o my soul.

Bless the Lord, o my soul.

Psalm 103: 11. ‘For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His steadfast love toward those who fear Him’

As high as the heavens are above the earth! This is the extent of His love for me. No height or depth can reach beyond His love, because it is an endless love, without measure, always available and overflowing with goodness.   I read in Proverbs 2: 11 ‘A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver’. My personal Treasure Chest flowing with gifts of His grace, my life enriched with gifts of loyal love, tender compassion. My deepest longing, desires, satisfied with His goodness.

During this month, I have been anxious and yes my tiny seed of faith needs to be rooted deeper. I long to touch the desperate, the lost, the unloved, to tell them there is One who can raise their spirit because His grace is greater that their need. Yet in my private moments of concern, I am assured that He alone is the answer to humanity’s cry.   What physical bread is for the body, He is for the hungry heart. He is the Bread of Life. His invitation so clear: ‘Come Unto Me, You Will Never Hunger’.   This is the definitive answer to all doubt and fear. Read more

Strange providences

Strange providences

For the Lord is good; His steadfast love endures forever, and His faithfulness to all generations’ Psalm 100: 5

Prayer Points – Emanuel Hospice, Casa Grace Foundation.

Many of you have been praying for Lorena who has featured in a number of recent posts. Thank you for your prayers for her; she is able to sit up, smile and is trying to talk.

But in contrast to this good news we have learned that Lorena’s Mum (Carla) has suffered a stroke and has been admitted to hospital. She is paralysed down her left side (especially her left arm).  Therapy will commence next week. Please continue to pray for this precious mother and her two children.

Also news has just been received that Adrian, one of the abandoned babies is in a serious condition. He has been hospitalised for over one week with no sign of improvement.  He is unable to eat and losing weight rapidly.  Please pray especially for little Adrian, although he is five, he is exceptionally tiny.

During January, twenty two new patients benefited from the dedicated nursing of Emanuel Hospice Medical Staff.  Fourteen patients died (adult and children). Many contact the Hospice only days before leaving this world.

This post is edited and shared by David McFarland on Shirley’s behalf. I am doing so to also ask you to pray for Shirley. She carries these families very close to her heart and the pain she feels is palpable. So please, as you pray, remember Shirley’s passionate, personal ministry to these families.

Tell me

Tell me

He healed them all – the blind, the lame, the palsied
The sick in body and the weak in mind;
Whoever came, no matter how afflicted,
Was sure a sovereign remedy to find.

 His word gave health, His touch restored the vigour
T
o every weary, pain-exhausted frame;
And all He asked, before He gave the blessing,
Was simple faith in Him, from those who came.

‘GIVE WITH YOUR HEART’ is a feeding programme ministry of Tell Romania. We seek to provide food for the bodies and souls of sixty families in Romania who face terminal illness or extreme poverty. £20 will help feed one family for one month.

 What is my purpose, my goal, as I launch this appeal throughout 2017? My heart is in Romania with those I have learned to love and cherish. I can try to mend their brokenness, relieve their pain, offer food. The Lord Jesus gave much more displaying His love, kindness, tenderness, patience through His compassion and grace toward those who came. He always took time, so why not I? The Lord Jesus is the bread of life and through this appeal, Tell Romania will give, withholding nothing, and in doing so also give the living Word.

 I ask you to remember me as I visit the terminally ill of Emanuel Hospice and the desperately poor families within Casa Grace Foundation. I read in Song of Solomon 1: 7 – ‘Tell me …. where you feed your flock?’ I prayed, ‘Lord tell me, that I may go’. I find all I need through constant communion with Him, reading His word, sharing my heart in private devotion before Him. He will direct; then I will walk in His path with a whole heart.

No one but Jesus can supply our need. I thirst! His presence is my refreshment. And so, where do I feed? In His presence, in the shadow of that rock, where I will be strengthened, safe beside the still waters of His presence. This is my purpose, my goal – to serve with equal expectation, content to rest by His side – He is never too tired to listen, we are never refused entrance into His presence.

The desire of Tell Romania is to share the glory of His presence, where instead of fear of the unknown, His presence will fill their emptiness, bringing comfort, assurance and a hope only to be found in gospel.

Shirley

Below is the monthly flyer for February for distribution to churches and individuals. We encourage you to share. Thank you.

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A BEAUTIFUL GIFT TO TREASURE

A BEAUTIFUL GIFT TO TREASURE

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‘Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you …’ Jer. 1: 5.

Emanuela proved when her world was shattered through the sudden ‘Home Call’ of her beloved Andrei on 26th October, 2016, Jesus was her peace.   Days of unbearable burden, pain and sorrow. No greater peace can be found than that which is available through our Lord. 

Pastor Andrei Pop and Emanuela were anticipating the birth of their first born child. But the winds of change were to blow cold and chilling days. 

Graciously and without question, Emanuela accepted and faced the role of parenthood alone. She knew and experienced the true meaning of ‘let not your heart be troubled’ and so in perfect trust and acceptance, a contentment fills her heart, knowing her future is secured in God.

I wonder, under what circumstances do we notice God’s presence? In all of life’s insurmountable trials, times of brokenness, we have One who reshapes our life into something beautiful for His glory.

Psa. 139: 16 ‘ Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.’

And so I welcome a special delivery, wrapped up in love, Baby Andreea Abigail Pop.This precious little darling, a miracle of God’s creation and perfection from the Giver of Life.

 Let these tiny little fingers touch your heart – whisper Andreea and remember Emanuela just now in prayer; so many mixed emotions. Hold them both close in heart and prayer. 

Shirley

 

The stillness of my heart

The stillness of my heart

August 2016 was the last time Carla (Lorena‘s Mum) heard her little girl speak or saw her play in the remote village of Mihai Bravo. Her beautiful dark eyes now dull with pain as she lies day after day unable to communicate. The only sounds heard are those of pain and suffering.

lorenaLorena was in my heart all day yesterday, the freezing conditions in Romania, Minus 15.
My heart ached and I longed to be near her, just to hold her close. In Jer 2: 2 we read ‘I Remember You’ reminding me that I am always in His thoughts. Again as I read in Psa 68: 10 ‘Thou, O God, hast prepared of Thy goodness for the poor’. How our Lord loves and so must I with complete confidence in the Sovereign Goodness of God. Last evening before retiring, I received the attached pictures from Estera; tears filled my eyes as I saw Lorena‘s smile. What a Faithful God we serve, answering my prayer and stilling my heart. You created this smile through your Gift of Love. ‘You gave a cup of water and a bite of bread too’. Thank you.

andradaAndrada (4) (affectionately known as Dada) was diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago. Then, aged only 2, this little darling faced many treatments of chemotherapy. Yesterday her mother received the news her little one has relapsed and she is devastated. Andrada needs to start chemotherapy as soon as possible but her family have no money to pay for the treatment. They are a very poor family who live in a village 40km from Oradea. She will require two rounds of chemo (each one costing 2,000 Euros). But they cannot afford or raise this vast sum of money. The people from the village are seeking to support this family but further urgent help is required. The doctor expressed Andrada has a good chance of survival, although a Bone Marrow Transplant would need to take place in Timisoara during March. These are only two of many!

Microsoft Word - poster sister Shirley (2) corectat (2).docxAs I launch ‘GIVE WITH YOUR HEART’ Appeal to run throughout 2017, my ordinary faith needs to become extraordinary, trusting the Lord, knowing that He alone will support it, increasing my faith moment by moment, day by day as I depend on Him. It is not about money or asking for money, it is sharing the passion, the desire of Tell Romania to provide the urgent needs: Monthly Food Provision; Medicines; Finance for Medical Treatments/Scans. But more importantly to share the hope of the Gospel. I ask that you stand with us that God may be glorified and the faith of His children be strengthened. The Orphan without father, mother; the Disabled, weak in mind and body; the Abandoned, crying out just to be loved; the hungry and dying… We can be instrumental in bestowing blessing to those who have no one to care.

Why are so many of God’s people poor, sick? Not mine to question, I must trust knowing that the Lord has infallibly foreknown every one of them and is aware of all the needs of His poor children. I treasure in my heart the words of our Lord: ‘You are poor and needy, but He has thought of you’. £1,000 is our aim each month to enable £500 to be forwarded to Emanuel Hospice and £500 to Casa Grace Foundation to provide food for the poverty stricken families within their care.

Every Home Crusade kindly printed A3 laminated posters for the use of churches, groups, individuals who wish to organise a specific event. If you feel the Lord directing you please contact us:

Tell Romania, B5 Ocean Green, Ocean Drive, Portstewart, Co. Londonderry,
BT57RU.

LOVE INCARNATE, LOVE DIVINE, CAPTIVATE THIS HEART OF MINE, TILL ALL I DO, SPEAKS OF YOU.

Shirley, January 10, 2017

SOMETIMES IT TAKES A MOUNTAIN

These past few days I have been in a dark and lonely place, seeing first hand the darkness of situations I cannot control. It has taken hold of me, especially when I see the smile of welcome even in their personal desert place. Being realistic it is the most loving environment imaginable; their resilience touches my heart as they hold you tightly and whisper ‘Multumesc’ (Thank You). For some, (young and old), time is limited and so every second, every moment is cherished. Two young siblings asked if I would send a picture of their Mum (taken on a recent visit). I knew the reason why and found this small request incredibly humbling. I was privileged to share in the Hospice Christmas chapel with Marinela and her dedicated team. It has been a difficult year as they have lost 145 patients, I could see the pain on their faces and feel the burden in their heart. They attended the funeral of Sister Aurora on Friday (mentioned in an earlier blog) and were attending the funeral service of Sister Helena, a member of Emanuel Baptist Church after chapel. It is an amazing work they do as Unto the Lord, but the road they travel is difficult.

As I listened to my husband preach in the village church of Hidshel de sus, one of his points was not just facing but climbing ‘our personal mountain’ making reference to Sir Edmund Hilary (1953). My thoughts turned immediately to the highly treasured memory of our beloved friend Pastor Filip Faragau who shared these words shortly before his ‘Home Call’ in August.

Sometimes it takes a mountain
Sometimes a troubled sea
Sometimes it takes a desert
To get a hold of me

Your Love is so much stronger
Than whatever troubles me
Sometimes it takes a mountain
To trust you and believe

Violeta, is facing her mountain this Christmas without her beloved Filip; Emanuela, facing the same mountain without her beloved Andrei called home only a few short weeks ago, yet her sadness is mingled with joy awaiting the birth of their firstborn child. Abigail’s little ones (5 & 4) asking ‘Is Daddy coming home this Christmas?’ Please remember these young widows who have never faced such high peaks, such high mountains before; whisper their names in prayer. The Apostle Mark gives us a glimpse of our Lord who was so ‘moved with compassion’ that He and He alone made it possible to feed the five thousand. What a privilege is ours to embrace, to face the joys and challenges of ‘others’ as if they were our own. ‘Rejoice with those who rejoice and weep with those who weep’ (Rom: 12v15).

I have had my own personal mountain this trip. I confess there were times I wanted to ‘run and hide’. For two days I struggled with my emotions still asking the same question ‘Lord why so much pain?’ I refer to the psalmist David, ‘I waited for the Lord to help me out of my pit of despair’. And so as I waited, I felt the arms of grace gently lift the heaviness from my heart, replacing it with trust and a renewed commitment, assured that God is God enough for every mountain and even in His greatness He has time for the humble. My life is but a moment in time; how will people remember me? What legacy, what evidence will bear my name? May I have the courage and perseverance as in the words of Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855), ‘I must do, not what I must know. What matters is to find a purpose, to see what it really is that God wills that I should do’. These brothers, sisters, little ones, have become my life; may my words be life to them as I visit the homes of Emanuel Hospice patients.

It was minus 9, heavy fog, frost, snow as Estera and I drove to the village of Mihai Bravo, for my final visit on this mission trip. Lorena’s Mum came running to meet us (no coat), so glad we had TIME and in her words ‘just for me’. Her husband is unsupportive in unimaginable circumstances. She struggles each day with what I have found to be the saddest situation I have ever encountered on my home visits. Her brother is very attentive, always helping, chopping wood and the Lord has sent support from Christian families who live close by. As I entered the darkened room, where the whole family reside, there in the corner of a bed lay an almost invisible figure, little Lorena who is thirteen, unable to speak or eat and whose little body is wasting away. I lay on the bed beside her, stroking her hair and she opened her eyes and tried to make a sound. Her mum wept with joy, just to hear a sound from her little girl who was a normal child playing in the village until four months ago.

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From January to December 2017, Tell Romania pledge another year of service to Emanuel Hospice, Casa Grace Foundation and Child Life Romania, (All ministries associated with Emanuel Baptist Church, Oradea). The urgent needs are Monthly Food Parcels; Medicines; Finance for Medical Treatments/Scans. Winter in Romania is cold; my heart ached as I visited a terminally ill lady, watching her try to find warmth from a tiny flicker of a flame. She was burning a sawdust block as a substitute for wood. ‘I have no money for food so how can I buy wood to burn?’

Pastor David McFarland is a highly esteemed friend, who also manages our online ministry. David added this link to our poster on a recent blog.

Shirley has designed a poster that includes photos of those mentioned in the blog (used with permission from families and Casa Grace). To download and print follow this link or access it on the TellRomania web site. Perhaps you can use it on your church notice-board. Shirley has a larger version (A3) of the poster available ready printed. Please contact her directly if you can use one. Thank you.

If you feel God is directing you to help meet this need, please forward a cheque made payable to HAMILTON AND SHIRLEY MOORE.  Direct Debit details available also.

£15 per month will help one family each month. 

I close with the words of the prophet Elijah: ‘Please bring me a cup of water and bring me a bite of bread too.’ We know there will always be plenty when we ‘Give With Our Heart’ as ‘Unto Him’. Four days to Christmas; I know the gift I will lay at His feet. What gift will you bring? Please, (I ask) help make a difference.

Shirley, 21 December 2017.

Bethlehem morning, Bethlehem sunrise

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(Picture L to R: Dora, Shirley, Monika (Director, Casa Grace)

As I entered the Orphanage building in Oradea this morning, two tiny hands were outstretched running toward me.   ‘Mama’, ‘Mama’. Yes, he recognised me from my previous visits, one little lamb who has entered my heart.   I am unsure when he will celebrate his 2nd birthday but I do know his life expectancy is very short. As I held him, played with him, I thought of the Lamb of Christmas, Heaven’s Lamb, there was NO ROOM for Him. For this little darling, one of the abandoned babies, a little stranger to me, for him also, NO ROOM. My heart cannot turn away.

Sister Dora has been working with Kingdom Kids for twenty years in the Orphanage building, where ninety disabled children attend for therapy. The abandoned babies are very sick and they live permanently behind doors at the end of one of the corridors. I enjoyed talking with Dora as she shared many stories with me. One example: A man (still with the mind of a child) raised all of his life in a State Institution (where before the Revolution conditions were unspeakable); he is unsure of his age but thinks he may be forty. Knocking on Dora’s door, clutching a note for Santa ‘Please can you send this for me?’ His request for Christmas was Chips, Coke in a glass, oh yes ‘I would like a hat to keep me warm’.   No one ever loved him, cradled him, clothed him, cared for him, yet out of one single act of kindness by taking him (on a therapy visit) to MacDonald’s, now all he wants for Christmas are chips and coke in a glass. How can I understand? I cannot. But I can rest this case and the many others in the loving hands that will always be outstretched ‘for one of the least of these my …’

We all love to receive a gift wrapped with a red Christmas bow. The secret of joy in giving is giving with our hearts. The spirit in my heart was certainly joy, I lived the moment. A gift of a CD Player for the Abandoned Baby Wing in the Orphanage and special medical items for another little lamb confined to a cot at all times came from a loving family back in Northern Ireland. Isn’t it great to know these little lambs will have music as they lie so still, so very sick. Praise the Lord, the Gift Goes On. The most precious gift we have been given is the gift of the Babe of Bethlehem.

Shirley, 19 December 2016.